Guilttripping 가사

So many stars in the sky and I don't know why They always have to fall on me Maybe I'm blind to all of the signs That the world never wanted me I went outside today Hoping the sun would burn my face I went outside today Hoping I'd feel something My body's weak It gave up on me This time I don't think I will get out from What I'm underneath It's hard to believe Another day of rain has come and gone Don't go, she said I wouldn't mind but I'm cold inside I've felt this bad for so long I'm scared I'm fine I went outside today Hoping the sun would burn my face I went outside today Hoping I'd feel something Save room for me in memories I'd love to always be a small part of What makes you smile From time to time Just think of me and be glad I'm home Let's close our eyes We've got time to make each other cry It's best this way I'm used to being left behind I remember a time when I felt so unlike me I remember a time when someone could love me I remember when I still felt alive Don't go, she said I wouldn't mind but I'm cold inside I've felt so bad for so long I'm scared I'm fine So many stars in the sky and I don't know why They always have to fall on me Maybe I'm blind to all of the signs That the world never wanted me I went outside today Hoping the sun would burn my face I went outside today Hoping I'd feel something