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i've been running, i've been having fun but i don't know what it means i've been trying, i've been dying to but i don't know what it means i've been down down down down down but i don't know what it means i rest my case, but i don't wanna run the race i've been loosing you the way i'm loving you but i don't know what it means i've been trying so hard to come to peace but i don't know what it means my shelter is a shield but i don't know what it means i've been trying so hard to be myself that i've turned into somebody else i'm in denial or so it seems but i don't know what it means