Blackened Crisis 가사

I am closed minded (you're welcome to see) I am still frightened (red down on my knees) I've closed kill a red wren I've killed close red wren And it's the same old fight And I will win, win Cause you are not to tell, well, well Open my cell, when, when? Cause you have crossed the line Live with me every time and I'm still sinking Well I learning well You are not the blackened crisis Holding out this side of me isn't to fail I am show and tell You are not the painted liar I am just a syndicate I've been too well I am closed minded, you're welcome to see I am still frightened, red down on my knees I've closed kill a red wren I've killed close red wren And it's the same old fight I have chosen well You are not the blackened crisis Holding out this side of me isn't to fail I am show and tell You are not the painted liar I am just a syndicate I've been too well I am sinking shell Holding out the last thought I had I'm afraid to breathe I am learning well You are not the blackened crisis I'm afraid to breathe I want someone else's fingers to beed And then so slowly sing with red teeth I'm off my chair again times ten up times ten Holding out my fingertips Fuck, fuck, find my seat too wet times ten, times ten Holding out my fingertips It's just a sight for me In my canopy bed Open my cell I am learning well You are not to tell