Silence This War 가사

I wake up inside the silence Where my thoughts are louder than screams Every breath feels borrowed Like I'm drowning in what I can't be I bend, but I never break clean I pray, but my hands still shake If I fall to my knees tonight Will you hear me hesitate? Save me from the weight of my name From the voice that keeps calling me weak I'm standing in flames, still breathing But I don't feel alive, I just bleed If hope is a lie I keep chasing Then let it tear through my chest I don't need heaven to find me Just silence this war in my head Every mirror shows a stranger With my eyes and someone else's blame I built my faith out of failure Now it whispers I'm the one to blame I scream, but the sound stays locked in I reach, but the light pulls away If this is the price of surviving I'm tired of learning to stay Save me from the weight of my name From the voice that keeps calling me weak I'm standing in flames, still breathing But I don't feel alive, I just bleed If hope is a lie I keep chasing Then let it tear through my chest I don't need heaven to find me Just silence this war in my head If I let go now Would I finally feel something real? Or am I cursed to carry Everything I'll never heal? Save me, I'm breaking in slow motion Every prayer tastes like regret I survived, but survival's empty When you're fighting yourself in the end If this pain is my only truth Then let it burn till there's nothing left I don't need to be forgiven Just let me forget who I am