Wondering 가사

Through these red eyes The blur and the pain of mistakes I've made Lead to my demise It's all unclear and what I'd feared might be the best way out There is no doubt in your mind But you were wondering If I were to stay Would you let go of my hand and throw it all away So I've been thinking Been thinking too much The last thing you'll ever need's another empty touch I breathe through sighs And live through lies Do you realize how I've fallen Look what I've done, what I've become An abomination A creature I despise But I was wondering If it's okay You let me take your hand And lead you through this dance And I've been hoping That you won't let go 'Cause I've fallen harder and faster than you know I'm so blind I can't see The walls close in on me And if you're wondering Why it took so long I ran away from you I knew I would always feel wrong Now I am wondering If I reach for someone Will you take me or leave me Take me or leave me, will you be the one? Through these red eyes The blur of your smile All the while