I'm Trying 가사

She said I'm not pointing fingers He said yes you are Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't If I told you I've been walking out in the dark night thinking Would you take this truth this alcohol is worth oh I can't change what's done is done but I can tell you this not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins and I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dieing no i haven't kicked the demons that haunt me I'm trying I'm trying She sat down on the floor said I wish that I was stronger right now I feel as fragile as glass and I want to believe you believe what's held you has freed you and i hate these doubts that keep on coming back my parents think I'm crazy for staying here this long but there's nothing more i want for us than to prove to themthey're wrong i don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you're lieing though I haven't found the faith that I need I'm trying I'm trying he asked do you want me to leave cause if you do you know I will but she said much to his disbelief No I love you still oh i love you still He said I don't know why I've been the fool but i can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins then he dropped down to his knees by now they both were crying he said I haven't been the man I want to be but I'm trying I'm trying oh I'm trying oh I'm trying