In My Absence 가사

No, Poison me to say farewell And lingers through the sleepless nights A trail of days that end in tears But I can never be there The rush of hours That never seem to end My life to tell? You can not comprehend I am the absentee I know you're out there searching tonight I'm right here Another day and I cannot see through your eyes I'm right here How could I have known Whats receding in your thoughts Wish that I could listen to what always beats inside For reaching diffidence Reaching out But I can never be there How can you think That I will understand When your words just go around what your heart truly wants I am the absentee I know you're out there searching tonight I'm right here Another day and I cannot see through your eyes I'm right here I want to tell you You're the exploding light How everything is visible Moments before the dark I am never, never there I know you're out there searching tonight Another day and I'm not there Thrust with nails comfort, anxiety and pain Through spells or anger, confusion and defeat I wish you'd see me here in front of you But I am not here I know your out there searching tonight, I'm right here Another day and I cannot see though your eyes I know your out there But I'm right here Another day and I cannot see though your eyes Lead me right