Destroying Transduction 가사

I guess it's true - what i've always heard we make ourselves feel better with hurtful words and more times than i care to even know we hurt the ones we love the most forgiveness is what i'm looking for but you don't owe me anything at all it feels like i'm stabbing my own back i can't believe i'm drowning in the words i should not own and so this day I make a vow to never open my mouth against another living soul be it friend or foe but is this real or empty conviction? just another good idea because I'm a Christian? just to make sure i'll cut out my tongue destroy the transducers and make myself numb destroy the transducers