Dancing All Alone 가사

I was hardly in the back of the bus, and I couldn't figure it out There was nineteen, maybe twenty of us, felt like I could just do without It's like a bad dream, tryna keep my eyes shut and I'm starting to doubt If I find lightning in a bottle, 'cause I've never had anyone So, if I don't stay, will it matter? 'Cause there's no way to break the pattern And I don't wanna feel alone My past is not my fault But my world keeps on breaking It's always been the same Half drunk, friends feeling like strangers Nothing ever changes I know I'm forever dancing all alone I've been running before I knew how to walk, when will I ever stop? Always five feet too far from the ones who said they loved me for who I was And the silence of the beat of my heart has never been any louder And it's frightening if I always end up and feeling no one's around So, if I don't stay, will it matter? 'Cause there's no way to break the pattern And I don't wanna feel alone My past is not my fault But my world keeps on breaking It's always been the same Half drunk, friends feeling like strangers Nothing ever changes I know I'm forever dancing all alone Dancing all alone Dancing all alone