Not Ok 가사

I opened the door, know you be sleeping I lay down with you if you only knew Where I have been, what I've been up to It would kill you, yeah As soon as you wake I have to say it And tell you 'bout him, let it sink in Want you to know it didn't mean anything, no Nothing to me, no I don't know why I did what I did I followed him home I don't know why I did what I did But it felt like a good idea at the moment And it felt like a good idea just to hold him For one night I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, hey I know what I've done, it's no mistake If I could undo just the night When I had his body next to mine It would be okay, but we're not okay You're looking at me like I'm a stranger You pack up my stuff and calling it off I sit on the bed screaming: I'm sorry But sorry ain't enough, no I don't know why I did what I did I followed him home I don't know why I did what I did But it felt like a good idea at the moment And it felt like a good idea just to hold him For one night I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, hey I know what I've done, it's no mistake If I could undo just the night When I had his body next to mine It would be okay, but we're not okay I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, hey I know what I've done, it's no mistake If I could undo just the night When I had his body next to mine It would be okay, but we're not okay Standing in the hallway Tried to rub my head from how I ruined all the good things I go back to bedroom to see if you have changed your mind But you ask if I would leave soon I say, I say it's okay If you want me gone, I'm on my way I say it's okay, hey I know what I've done, it's no mistake If I could undo just the night When I had his body next to mine It would be okay, but we're not okay ('cause I'm not) Ruined all the good things Ruined all the good things Ruined all the good things, good things Ruined all the, ruined all the good things Ruined all the good things