Internal Darkness 가사

Sunshine, I wait for dawns recurrent light I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself Moonlight, calmly shines through the night I stare at these old photographs, my heart beats fast I find no peace to read or write My soul is lost, my spirits down Theres no one in the dark My little world has lost its light The dim serene, I cant escape at all and my thoughts reveal I cant forget the better days behind closed doors Im still confused and longing for Behind these lowered window blinds Im holding back the tears and find I think I shall never know Why Im like this and you are so We all grow, what happened through the years where dreams lie still I tried to change it all and found dreams lie dead I cant redo it all again