Wired for Worthless 가사

Pull you in, push you away That's how I say: I'm a little unstable Emotionless like a machine Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables A brain built by every memory Of times I was not enough to make The ones I need most just wanna stay What's wrong with me? Love is a lie Hope is a hole Trust is the trap that took my soul Family is fake Hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've known I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I am wired, I am wired for worthless Wired for worthless Every act of kindness, every word of praise Makes the system malfunction Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake Is what feeds the combustion A brain built by every memory Of times I was vulnerable in vain That just proved I'm never worth pain What's wrong with me? Love is a lie Hope is a hole Trust is the trap that took my soul Family is fake Hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've known I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I am wired, I am wired for worthless Love is a lie Hope is a hole Hatred is home It's a part of me that I can't let go I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I am wired, I'm wired for worthless Wired for worthless