I Hate Myself 가사

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place I wish I could have a mental breakdown Without turning my life into a ghost town So many things I would change But more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For every time I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I've felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed I wish I wasn't stop sharing my secrets with these made up friends I wish I can be honest about the ugly Without every single person running from me These days it's hard to have faith And more than anything I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For every time I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I've felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself The floods that feel The storm could kill I'm better off to keep it damned 'Cause the more I speak The more I see Just how alone I really am I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself I wish somebody listened As much as I go through hell For every time I've thought of ending it all Wish somebody had felt what I've felt I wish somebody loved me As much as I hate myself