golden years 가사

I can't ever get some rest Staring at my ceiling, thinking 'bout the weight that's on my chest I'm always worried 'bout what's next I think I forgot How to live in present tense Yeah, I'm supposed to be In the prime of my life But all I can see Are the demons I fight Try to believe That there's a silver lining I can't find it I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbin' all the way to the top So how the hell'd I wind up here Tryna be somebody I'm not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I'm lost, and all frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years I should be a mile ahead by now (Somewhere better) But I'm burning all my daylight wondering how I can get there I know I shouldn't count all of my days under the Sun But I don't wanna blink and then I wake up and it's gone And never really got to be the person that I want to be Oh, I'm supposed to feel Like I'm living it right Is it all in my head? Am I wasting my time? Try to believe That there's a silver lining I can't find it I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbin' all the way to the top So how the hell'd I wind up here Tryna be somebody I'm not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I'm lost, and all frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years Oh And all my golden years Oh I don't wanna be Spending all my golden years Climbin' all the way to the top So how the hell'd I wind up here Tryna be somebody I'm not Used to be a lot less jaded Now I'm lost, and all frustrated Trading happiness for tears And all my golden years