EVEN THOUGH I'M DEPRESSED 가사

Stay patient All I have to do is stay patient (patient) Life's changing So I might have to make some rearrangements I roll the dices and I feel so alive and then I'm lifeless And I don't like it But honestly, the irony is priceless 'cause I'm caught on the fence (the fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (a mess) I kinda like it even though I'm depressed I'm caught on the fence (the fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (a mess) I fucking love it even though I'm depressed (I fucking love it even though I'm depressed) Only call it a living 'cause I'm still alive Only open up the doors if they're suicide, yeah I'm anxious to my core but I'm doing fine Try to keep my distance from the law Keep my peace of mind, yeah You can't change in a day So I spend every second taking care of my brain I might fill up all the emptiness with diamonds and chains And if you wanna get to steppin', you'll get punched in the face But it's alright I'm caught on the fence (the fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (a mess) I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (oh, oh, oh) I'm caught on the fence (the fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (a mess) I fucking love it even though I'm depressed Well, even though I'm depressed, I'm not sorry I don't wanna leave this bed at all I've got a brick on my chest Hell is gripping my legs And there's a demon, he's ten foot tall But honestly, he doesn't seem like much of a threat I'm caught on the fence (the fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (a mess) I kinda like it even though I'm depressed I'm caught on the fence (the fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (a mess) I fucking love it even though I'm depressed (yeah, oh)