I'm Not OK 가사

My last smile was a while ago I can show you my fears and how wild I go I got tattoo tears on my mind, I know That they're really my favourite Everything's changing Nothing stays the same, but the heartbreak Hole in my chest Can't see it but it's heart-shaped, baby Pour pain in a champagne glass Seat belt for my feelings 'Cause I know it won't last with you I'm not okay Excuse the screaming I just thought you needed to know I'm not okay Don't you worry, I've got everything in control I'm not okay I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect And that's okay I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say I'm not o- (one, two, three!) Kay! Ten miles down a winding road Tin-roof raindrops that remind me of you Fourteen karat solid gold teardrops in my coffee Lookay at what you cost me And I would leave it all in a heartbeat Found the lighter that you left in the car seat (Yeah, yeah) I'ma set fire to the whole thing But it wouldn't do much 'cause I won't be over you I'm not okay Excuse the screaming I just thought you needed to know I'm not okay Don't you worry, I've got everything in control I'm not okay I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect And that's okay I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say Ooh, wooah I'm not okay Ooh, wooah I'm not, oh Ooh, wooah I'm not okay I'm not okay Excuse the screaming I just thought you needed to know I'm not okay Don't you worry, I've got everything in control I'm not okay I'm nervous, struggling to be perfect And that's okay I'm hurting, and finally got the nerve to say