Smokin' With Myself 가사

Ain't no crowd, no hype, no show Just me and the flame, burning real slow Mirror don't lie, eyes looking through I roll off truth, and hell was true Sat with my thoughts, didn't run this time Packed that bowl, like a piece of mine Every hit, a question I ain't asked Every exhale, let go of the past Used to fake a smile just to keep the peace Now I'm puffin' honesty, piece by piece Learning who I am without the noise Just a flawed soul, no front, no ploys Smoking with myself just to feel the real Peeling back pain, I forgot to heal Learning to love what the mirror reflects Even the scars I used to neglect Ain't no shame in crying and smoke Sometimes the silence speaks what's broke Only I'm learning my name Me, myself, and Mary Jane I sparked up questions I used to dodge Running through layers, no camouflage That old guilt, ash in the tray That self-hate, I'm high above the day Still got shadows, still got flaws But now I face them without applause I ain't fixed, I ain't whole But I'm higher with a little more soul Smoking with myself just to feel the real Peeling back pain, I forgot to heal Learning to love what the memory reflects Even the scars I used to neglect Ain't no shame in crying in smoke Sometimes the silence speaks what's broke I ain't lonely, I'm learning my name Me, myself, and Mary Jane Talks are less than every sigh's relief This buzz, my therapy, my inner peace Ain't about runnin', I'm settlin' in Gettin' to know me like a long-lost friend Smoking with myself just to feel the real Peeling back pain, I forgot to heal Learning to love what the mirror reflects Even the scars I used to neglect Ain't no shame in crying in smoke Sometimes the silence speaks what's broke I ain't lonely, I'm learning my name Me, myself, and Mary Jane No script, no mask, no pretend Just sittin' here learnin' to mend Rollin' up with love again Me, myself and Mary Jane