Was I Thinking? 가사

I don't miss you anymore; I don't love you anymore I don't kiss you; I do think I miss the idea of you I don't see you in my door, around here and me no more your head on my pillow I miss the idea of you I want to forgive you; I don't know if I could don't know if I ever should (you're a bastard) I don't miss you anymore... I will fill this void; not just with any boy sixteen years of sheer joy I want to forgive you; don't know if I should I hated her first and then you (you're a bastard) leave me be, stay out of my dreams please leave me alone this idea of love I don't know what it means to me but leave me alone...I hate you! (you're a weirdo) I don't miss you; sure don't love you I don't kiss you but I miss the idea of you I don't love you I don't miss you I'll never kiss you I hate you (bastard)