I Did This To Me 가사

I've never been so selfish, reckless Hell this is all my fault I was full of all these Useless excuses Abusing the love I lost I never thought you'd be my greatest mistake Or that mine would be the heart I'd break I pushed you away When you needed me You wanted to talk I wanted to drink Only told you I loved you When you said it to me Now I'm here at home All alone with your memory I got what I wanted I did this to me If I'm being honest I promise I thought this Would work itself out Oh, if I had gotten over myself I wouldn't be getting over you now, no I pushed you away When you needed me You wanted to talk I wanted to drink Only told you I loved you When you said it to me Now I'm here at home All alone with your memory I got what I wanted I did this to me I wish I said I loved you, mm Enough for you to feel it, oh I wish I would have held you I wish you could believe it I wish I said I loved you Enough for you to feel it I wish I would have held you I wish you could believe it I pushed you away When you needed me You wanted to talk I wanted to drink Only told you I loved you When you said it to me Now I'm here at home All alone with your memory I got what I wanted I did this to me Oh Mm, I did this to me Oh, oh Oh, oh I did this to me, yeah Yeah, yeah, mm, oh, oh, mm