A Christmas Carol 가사

When I see the christmas lights They remind me of stories of my life I wonder why I became this stain I must have walked on the borderline How I wish I could hold you strongly once again, babe Open gifts with the kids, kiss them and see their faces But today I am behind this window looking inside on christmas eve My heart is frozen, feeling torn At least I get to see your smile in tears It’s cold outside, I hurt inside I just wanna mend what’s been lost in my life It’s been so long How I wish I could hold you strongly once again, babe Open gifts with the kids, kiss them and see their faces But today I am behind this window looking inside on christmas eve My heart is frozen, feeling torn At least I get to see your smile in tears I’ll never be in the picture with you guys Dreams shattered within memories left behind so long