my trauma and me 가사

People expect me to be over you And honestly so do I I got to grieve for the appropriate Amount of time I should be fine Over and over I think I've found closure But no matter how hard I try You still sleep in my bed I step over your mess On the kitchen floor As I walk out the door You're in my shaky knees When I struggle to breathe We're always intertwined The two of us for life I guess that's how it's meant to be My trauma and me It's weird how people treat me different Now that I'm no longer so fragile But I'm only held together with some super glue and stitches Pull one thread and I'll unravel I've tried to be who I was before you but There's some things you just can't undo You still sleep in my bed I step over your mess On the kitchen floor As I walk out the door You're in my shaky knees When I struggle to breathe We're always intertwined The two of us for life I guess that's how it's meant to be My trauma and me I've tried setting you on fire And scattering the ashes Tried to bury you down deep But you claw your way back in It's a lost cause Pretending we're not Sewn together For worse or for better You still sleep in my bed Lay your head on my chest I'm getting used to the weight But it never goes away You're in my shaky knees When I struggle to breathe We're always intertwined The two of us for life Most days wish I could leave But I guess this is how it's meant to be My trauma and me