I Still Remember 가사

Alone and cold, another sleepless night Lost in the depths of my own sorrow Screaming on forgotten joys and smiles I fell a victim to what once has been Haunted, obsessed, endlessly wondering why Am I cursed with ability to remember this pain? The flashes of the past hurt my mind again As I'm failing to comfort the self-destructive will Plagued by paranoia, I drown in the mournful tide of thoughts That have painted by scars the portrait of my soul My worst nightmares are merged with pure disgust With rage I try to hide the painful tears Unveiled dreams have turned to ash and dust The passion drowned in black despair and fear The nauseate visions of suffering, bloodstained Formed from the thousands fears and words unspoken Embracing my mind with pain Chaining my heart with inhuman angst The silence's whispering my name Filling my mouth with scream Blinding my eyes with tears