The Light Despondent 가사

He took his final breath I hear it to this day There's no redemption And the punishment is delayed The only reaction that I face Is hidden well behind my face A trace surely can Lead the law right to their man Well, hurry up I did not betray no shock I heard the door behind me lock And I was now held hostage to A hostile scene and I wasn't sure what to do But I knew I had to get away The light despondent falls upon it's prey I put a foreign object in his neck And I was so sure by now I would be suspect I fear this and it feeds on me My self-defense catastrophe It sees my kids grow It tells me they will have to one day know… I used to blame the girl That led me there Until I made her my wife And the house that we have built Is white with crimson insides My God, my mouth is dry Suicidal, I ain't suicidal I won't drink my way to no asylum And it can't be ignored Like the bobble-head on my dashboard Quietly nodding at me Quietly nodding at me