delusional 가사

I used to believe You were my sanctuary Why do you treat me More like I'm your adversary? I've been becoming A shell of who I once was But you never notice You never notice You push me A little bit harder Pull me A little bit farther down I don't see The water is rising Till I have already drowned You picked out Your shiniest chains and Told me They make me look beautiful But really You're holding me hostage If you think that's love You're delusional How was there once a time Your touch was all I needed? Now you hold me so tight that I am barely breathing If trying to control me Makes you feel more powerful Then you are the weak one You are the weak one You push me A little bit harder Pull me A little bit farther down I don't see The water is rising Till I have already drowned You picked out Your shiniest chains and Told me They make me look beautiful But really You're holding me hostage If you think that's love You're delusional If you think that's love You became a slave your temper And broke me, and broke me Then you used your guilt like a weapon But it showed me, it showed me I can't waste away into nothing And slowly let the old me die Living in this lie You push me A little bit harder Pull me A little bit farther down I don't see The water is rising Till I have already drowned You picked out Your shiniest chains and Told me They make me look beautiful But really You're holding me hostage If you think that's love You're delusional You're delusional