Cautiously Optimistic 가사

I could Say that I'm fine Fall back on the Old familiar line Act like I'm living the dream But what the hell Does that even mean? These days I'm testing something out This concept Where I'm honest with myself And I won't push everyone away When I feel like I'm going to break Sometimes There's no such thing as A happy ending There's just an ending And you'll decide if you Start again I've been Learning that happiness Doesn't just magically happen You work for it And I'm not there yet But I'm cautiously optimistic I was A glass half-empty girl Jaded and Pissed off at the world Ready to lash out any time Unleash the poison I held inside And I thought I'd be satisfied if I made everyone hurt The way I did Slap away all the Hands that were reaching To pull me away from the Edge of the deep end Sometimes There's no such thing as A happy ending There's just an ending And you'll decide if you Start again I've been Learning that happiness Doesn't just magically happen You work for it And I'm not there yet But I'm cautiously optimistic I'm cautiously optimistic I was Convinced for a moment It was better if I was alone but It's the people you Hold in your heart Who will find you again When you lose who you are and Sometimes There's no such thing as A happy ending There's just an ending And you'll decide if you Start again I've been Learning that happiness Doesn't just magically happen You work for it And I'm not there yet But I'm cautiously optimistic