Hold On To Nothing 가사

when i think about you with another guy i cant help but to cry i dont want to live i just want to die so i had another nightmare again i wake up, the nigtmare never ends depression sets in so i pierce the skin watch the blood drip from my viens so i transport the pain of emotional stress i feel stupid ignorance is bliss how is it that you can move on but i seem to keep holding on my heart wont let it go all these feelings you have to know these scars i wear inside and out why must we have all this doubt im not sure how much longer i can hold onto anything at all