If But For You 가사

I’ve been kissing your shadow for about three days I forgot to behave simply made it up along the way Worried your mind hasn’t had enough to eat today Never heard a single word in my sleep I just lip synced And washed pieces of myself down your kitchen sink I'm older than magic but still taste like dirt So give me your silence or I’ll steal all your copper Suffer your anxiety and experience your nightmares next to you I’m proud to call you home I don’t remember much before you We’re covalent sharing everything Walked into your life because you left the door open You could be my new scar if you make good marks This could be a false start Full of watertight dead ends Do you believe in agency I dont believe in me if but for you You were born in a factory And you were a mystery But open too When I grow up I wanna be unemployed So I can spend all day Playing with your toys