Not Minding Loving 가사

i know i told you if you'd go and leave me alone i would die but now you're gone and i'm standing strumming and singing i'm still alive i know i've sung this same sad song before a million times can't decide if things took a turn for the worse or the better when you walked out my door and i'm not running after cause i think you'd just run faster never want to sing another one of those long gone love songs where everything should have, could have might have turned out but didn't work out right never want to see another one i'll stick with what i've got forever never want to sing another long gone love gone wrong song gonna put my tissue away even though i miss you i'm wasting tears & breath that would only dissipate before reaching a destination of you and i don't think i'd want it to because i'm not out to come back to haunt you spanning time not minding, loving