Nihilist Blues 가사

I got the nihilist blues I am no longer in denial I realize what we all view Hallucinations, all the while I got the nihilist blues I'm not alive and I'm not dead The only thing we do is choose in this Fiction of the head Nothing does exist? Destroy all figureheads? Maelstromatic bliss ~ No love? I've got the nihilist blues I am no longer a sweet child I miss it so, yes I do Constructions of the mind beguile I got the nihilist blues Am I alive, am I not dead? Did I live on my back and Learn to placate my sweet head? Does something exist? Am I a drunk deist? If so, I long to exist infinitely Like fallen effigies Say goodbye to these Everything you believe Are lies you say to thee I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home