In My Blood 가사

I felt like a monster in a church Trying to hide from the pain I bring My visceral urges, getting worse Looking for a sign somewhere I missed Because the hole deep within me kept growing and poisoning my blood Then in that moment alone in the dirt, I understood That every time I close my eyes I'm overwhelmed by Visions of something that's bigger than Moving mountains, parting oceans And I've got the whole world in front of me I'll be a giant I am defiant It's in my blood I wasn't a monster and this ain't a church You can't trust the blind to keep you clean I saw my future from a hearse That wasn't the life meant for me Because the hole deep within me kept growing and poisoning my blood Then in that moment alone in the dirt, I understood That every time I close my eyes I'm overwhelmed by Visions of something that's bigger than Moving mountains, parting oceans And I've got the whole world in front of me I'll be a giant I am defiant It's in my blood I'm not stuck inside this place The only thing that's keeping me here Are the walls that I built myself I've got a dream to chase So I'm not wasting a moment Tryna hold on to nothing 'Cause every time I close my eyes I'm overwhelmed by Visions of something much bigger than Moving mountains, parting oceans And I've got the whole world in front of me I'll be a giant I am defiant It's in my blood