Up Is Down 가사

I feel them go through the back of my head Every premonition that has come to pass It's a shame that my positive mind Kept me from believing all the terrible signs Now you tell me we were never a match What about that shit you told me in bed? That we'd grow old together and die You'd go first cause I'm the loner Oh boy, how we change our minds Everybody knows up is down and up and down I'm like a kid who got beat up in class And now I'll learn karate and pretend I'm badass But there's no defense against your own mind It tells me that I blew my only shot at the good life So was it always all in my head? Even the shit that you told me in bed? This is a riddle that I'll only solve With a gun on my head and my back against the wall Everybody knows up is down and up and down