Depressed 가사

If you ask a stupid question Then you get a stupid answer And if you ask if I'm okay, I'm unhappy ever after, hmm If you ask me how I'm coping I'm like a minute from disaster I got so damn good at pretending that I could win a BAFTA My world's spinning the wrong way 'round Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm lowkey down Tryna find something to laugh about, oh Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine, but I'm depressed? I look so pretty, but I'm a mess I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why? Oh, ain't it funny how Wanna be brave, I'm terrified To get myself dressed and go outside I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry I don't want a conversation I'm not good around new people I'd rather stick to what I know and watch Malcolm In the Middle Feelin' lonely when I'm in the crowd Treadin' water tryin' not to drown Tryna find something to laugh about, oh Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine, but I'm depressed? I look so pretty, but I'm a mess I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why? Oh, ain't it funny how Wanna be brave, I'm terrified To get myself dressed and go outside I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life