Depart This Life 가사

Why do I hate this life so much? Is it something that I've done or Because of something I haven't done? This miserable feeling follows me constantly Does it really matter am I here or not The decision is hard to make, but for some Unknown reason I just can't stop thinking at it Leaving 'Cause no on knows what's after death I'm afraid that there's gonna be still life, emotions Anguish, depression, chaos like this life is now I just wanna sleep, sleep forever and ever I'm too tired to handle all this, it's been so Long like this, too long I need that rest Depart this life My last wish Why this is so hard for me? Am I just so pathetic And weak? I've lost long time ago the willing to try Why this is so hard for me? I've fall into ruin Stone after stone I'll vanish away Does it really matter is it today or years after Someday I'll be gone anyway Does it really matter is it today or years after