Wake Up Alone 가사

It's okay in the day, I'm staying busy Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder: Where is he? Got so sick of crying, so just lately When I catch myself, I do a 180 I stay up, clean the house, at least I'm not drinking Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking That silent sense of content that everyone gets Just disappears soon as the Sun sets He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts He floods me with dread Soaked in sorrow, he swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him, Moon spilling in And I wake up alone As far as my heart, I'd rather be restless Second I stop, the sleep catches up and I'm breathless 'Cause this ache in my chest 'cause my day is done now The dark covers me and I cannot run now My blood running cold, I stand before him (before him) It's all I can do to assure him (assure him) When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight Drowning me, we bathe under blue light (under blue) He's fierce in my dreams, seizing my guts He floods me with dread Soaked in sorrow, he swims in my eyes by the bed Pour myself over him, Moon spilling in And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone And I wake up alone