Ambivalence 가사

Restart, rewind Take me back to a better time Bearing the weight of the world I feel the pressure until I melt down Until I melt down Brain turbulence takes its toll So many shards of jarring thoughts And you know I just don't want to be alone I just don't want to be alone I'll chase the butterfly that made it all this way Bring me to the light with no words left to say I keep blaming myself until I melt down A never-ending glow Of white noise and you know I'm deaf to the sound and blind to it all Static friend or foe, there's no hope anymore I'll chase the butterfly that made it all this way Bring me to the light with no words left to say I keep blaming myself until I melt down I know there's something wrong with me Am I supposed to figure it all out? Why don't I feel like you? Why can't I think like you? I keep blaming myself until I melt down Restart, rewind until I melt down Take me back until I melt down Bearing the weight until I melt down I feel the pressure until I melt down I'll chase the butterfly that made it all this way Bring me to the light with no words left to say I keep blaming myself until I melt down I know there's something wrong with me I know there's something wrong with me Am I supposed to figure it all out? Am I supposed to figure it all out? Why don't I feel like you? Why can't I think like you? I keep blaming myself until I melt down