Terrified 가사

You better believe I'm terrified by the sickness in my soul Whenever I recollect on just how quickly I can lose control I consider myself a peaceful person most if not all the time You should've been there to see me slip across a crucial line I exploded Set to bust like a time bomb Oh God, what have I become??? Right there at the instant just before I pass out from my pain I really can feel how easily a normal person turns insane I remember a wave of self disgust And embarrassment and surprise When I caught the first reflection of the hypocrisy in my eyes I exploded Set to bust like a time bomb Oh God, what have I become??? Leaving behind everything I once was Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike again Leaving behind everything I once was Found out that I'm not as strong as I thought I was Keep me away, far, far away from family and friends I'm scared of myself when it feels like I might strike again I'm Terrified In the summer of my discontent Tension was piled high At the snap of a wrist This pacifist kissed his innocence good-bye Good-bye