Left In The Dark 가사

Once in a while i'd like to do Do something thats just for me But im constantly finding a way around Not having to show a white flag See its not that i'm trying to brag Its an impediment that I just can't shake Dont get hung up about the things you Cant keep pulling all the strings And have control over every little aspect of Everything you have, its not secure And they'll leave you wanting more If the right offer comes along then they'll take it But I dont blame them - I blame myself For getting so attached that I cant let go I dont judge them - I judge myself For being left in the dark They, put a spanner in the works They made a move although it hurts And they know it and they cant help thinking What it would be like correctly steered If we had simply persevered And just taken a step back from 'the ordinary' Though altruism gets to me Its a virtue cant you see? That when i let it rest, on my conscience It leads to feelings of remorse And then those feelings go off course And they mess up my head and I go ranting But I dont blame them - I blame myself For getting so attached that I cant let go I dont judge them - I judge myself For being left in the dark I cant change them, cant change myself I just get so worked up over things I cant control I wont bother, I tell myself Then make another, sly remark