Bittersweet 가사

Last night I saw you as the victim in the fridge light I wondered what I'd say to you in this life 'Cause my mind tends to veer toward the dark side Where I think I did you wrong On a screen you look happy Who am I to stay? 'Cause I got what I wanted And for you nothing changed And I know you're not lonely but I am today Maybe I should call you up 'cause Sometimes I dream about you Don't know what it means I can't erase you I feel like a fucking freak I get defensive like you mean something to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in between, I'm Bittersweet Bittersweet, ah I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in between, I'm Bittersweet Just talk to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm Bittersweet And now I hesitate every bar I pass by Autopsied our final words like ten times When I cut my losses, left you at that roadside Where I said I can't go on I called it, I couldn't be out of the loop Now we're strangers, we left and the buttons went blue And I wish we could talk now, It's too far removed from them Still think I'm gonna call you up 'cause Sometimes, I dream about you, don't know what it means I can't erase you, I feel like a fucking freak I get defensive like you mean something to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in between, I'm bittersweet Bittersweet, ah-ah I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in between, I'm bittersweet Bittersweet Just talk to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm bittersweet Ah-ah, ah-ah I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in between Ah-ah, no, oh I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in between, I'm bittersweet