Vanishing In The Rain 가사

I'm trying to hide My sadness of you Nobody can hear my screamings The mistery I misunderstood I've always looking for A place in the sun But the youth was gone I'm not more able to run These days I can't define What's real or fantasy Heaven seems so far away Sometimes the luck can change Another shattered soul It roams without way Realization is sinking No reasons to try again I've always looking for A place in the sun But the youth was gone I'm not more able to run I never got the answers For many, many questions I lost the control of myself I need something for the pain And I don't know who to blame Now I'm vanishing in the rain