The Nihilist 가사

Once again I am thrown away I enter grace but I cannot stay there I was born into a lie I am tired of this life, yeah Couldn't I escape this feeling? And grow beyond a human being I can't take another day I'm so sick of this decay, yeah Like an autoimmunal system I'm gonna break this killing repetition God is dead Ten thousand sleepless nights ahead God is dead My love for you must burn in hell I feel wise, need no company I don't need noone to show me That I can live without love I will become something better Need no woman, I am forsaken Need no crisis, to make myself awaken Suddenly I feel disgust For the weak that needs to trust in good and evil Like an autoimmunal system I'm gonna break this killing repetition God is dead Ten thousand sleepless nights ahead God is dead My love for you must burn in hell Dragging on It's not too far I wished upon a fucking star That I would get strong enough A fading voice, almost singing Trudging on Just to hear A dying voice, almost singing I still believe in nothing With your love went the last of my humanity I can be a king now, freed from the demigod of empathy I throw away my crown of thorns, that was resting on my horns All I have to do is to kill my mother like a killed my God I kill my mother like I killed my God I kill my mother like I killed my God I kill my mother like I killed my God I kill my mother like I killed my God I kill my mother like I killed my God I kill my mother like I killed my God God is dead God is dead