Disconsolate 가사

I want to know why my weakness always seems to overwhelm me One brief thought unguarded The beast that slumbers is revived And I don't know who I am tonight A victim of my error, I metamorphosize Into something that I myself can hardly recognize Sealed by your kiss, or so I thought But now I'm bleeding And every wound is self-inflicted But I searched for my heart, and what I found was you Hard to see How in my secret heart I am so self-deceiving In just one soft moment, the truth inside me is revealed And I am found wanting Worthless, and far beneath all notice For you to hold me is far more than I could ever ask you To look past this corruption, and just receive me as I am To take me in your arms tonight I don't know who I am any more...it seems that I've forgotten I only wanted to make you proud...but I've fallen far far short I don't know who I am...I just want to make you proud...