A Rush & Siege 가사

I can't understand what I do wrong half the time my judgment is blurred from this last year of defeat I never once acted like this before I met you now I'm a simplified sensation I'm nothing; a laughingstock to some I'm sorry for my vicious decline into this bedlam you see before your eyes I adhere to the progress of my helpless desire to live my innards are freezing inherently, like winter rain I'm over infectious regret