Romanticize the Meltdown 歌詞

This is critical Too far gone to turn around I'm at the edge of this Too far gone to turn around But I romanticize the meltdown And call it clarity Sirens sound like lullabies And It's killing me It's killing me It's killing me that moment never came I waited too long And I didn't do a damn thing I waited too long I guess my mind's a million miles away I guess my mind's a million miles away I realize I procrastinated I'm so stupid Waiting for the worst Till it couldn't be ignored I thought all my problems would fix themselves Tomorrow never came Tomorrow never came and now I'm buried in this mess And It's killing me It's killing me It's killing me that moment never came I waited too long And I didn't do a damn thing I waited too long I guess my mind's a million miles away I guess my mind's a million miles away I realize I procrastinated I'm so stupid Waiting for the worst Till it couldn't be ignored I let it get to this point If I don't move then it all breaks The floor is gone there's nowhere There's nowhere left to move I hope I survive