What Ever 歌詞

Disaster strikes, I tried to write Describe the things I hold inside But this pride of mine still keeps me distant Disorder looms above this rooms I'm trapped inside this silent tomb I'm trapped again by my own resistance What ever I say What ever I write What ever I do I'm not getting through to you Destruction zone surrounds my home The future seems to stay unkonwn All alone in need of some assistance Here comes the fear again The walls are closing in Feels like I'm choking Can't find the words to say I'm drowning in despair And the smoke fills the air