Anti Hero 歌詞

I keep my blinders on tonight Won't know where we're goin', where we're goin' The way her cold hands felt in mine Reminds me I'm still broken, rips me open She died before we made it to the hospital I held my mother's body as she cried And all my life she felt so tall and powerful But now I was the rock which she relied After all this time What a fool I was to think we still had time When he still had time In all my life What a fool I was to think we still had time But we still have time There's still time I was just a child Her love was like the ocean, like the ocean Dark and infinite Cold but ever flowin', still I'm frozen Ignorance has always been a luxury But you can't go back to blindness now with all you've seen And who am I without a man to comfort me? I guess after all these years, perhaps we'll finally see In all this time What a fool I was to think we still had time When he still had time In all my life What a fool I was to think we still had time There's still time So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me I ain't the Anti Hero of this story I force a smile 'cause I'm that kind of sleaze Just a ghost of the man who I wanted to be So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me Just let me lie, closed blinds though the morning Upon a time, was a boy with a dream Now I'm so fuckin' high, I think I'm starting to see So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me I'm just a boy who had too much to dream No, I won't die, I'm just scared, I'm too weak Still I flirt with that darkness, closing in on me So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me I lost it all, there ain't nothing to see I'm in a hell I made special for me Now I'm so lost, I think I'm starting to see I think I’m starting to see I think I’m starting to see, hmm I think I’m starting to see