A Lesson in Grief 歌詞

I'm living in silence I learned to dismantle all my pride The feelings are violent Heaven and hell both know I tried Yeah, you lit the match to all that we had But it's my choice to watch it burn Now it's all the same and you're all to blame But it's on me that this still hurts And I finally think I found some hope And I'm not afraid, afraid to let you go You were the part of me that died But I never mourned you, I never cried So live how you will, I hope that it helps you cope I’m learning to grieve now Lamenting a family still alive My wounds are still open You forced me to learn to say goodbye Are you leaving soon? The ghost in my room But I'm the one unfulfilled A curse in my head, you left me for dead A phantom that haunts me still And I finally think I found some hope And I'm not afraid, afraid to let you go You were the part of me that died But I never mourned you, I never cried So live how you will, I hope that it helps you cope Be gone, be gone, dammit Be gone, because I never said I'd wait now Be gone, be gone, dammit Be gone, because I never said I'd wait for you And I finally think I found some hope And I'm not afraid, afraid to let you go You were the part of me that died But I never mourned you, I never cried So live how you will, I hope that it helps you cope