Repeatedly 歌詞

I fear it's coming my way It's hard to throw it away Who will take the blame I won't play this game I don't know when this happened to me But I have to make it stop before I leave I prefer to not feel a thing Than having these thoughts repeatedly In my head there's only fear I didn't really want to be here My target I have to make clear Can't waste another year I don't know when this happened to me But I have to make it stop before I leave I prefer to not feel a thing Than having these thoughts repeatedly This feeling is exhausting It's starting to get annoying I'm more ashamed when it's showing Trying to convince myself to keep going I don't know when this happened to me But I have to make it stop before I leave I prefer to not feel a thing Than having these thoughts repeatedly Panic attacks keep coming back I can't make it stop I don't really suffer from that It's all in my head but it's getting bad