I've Got Some Living To do 歌詞

Busy compensating for the lack I don't see myself the way you see me, is that bad? If hell's a state of mind then why is Satan on my back? I'm sinking through the floor Solitary nigga at his core Hollow hearted shallow breathing sitting at the shore Spirit can you hear me, I don't think I can endure Will I grow old and mature? Tore me apart And punctured fucking holes in my heart I'm sitting out here soulless, that's all I thought the world was wonderful I thought How many defeats can I afford? Standing on my feet is not so easy anymore Yes I feel more free and have the courage to explore But currently I'm beat and bored Where the hell is everybody at? Everyone my age is off at college in a class I'll go unacknowledged watching life behind the glass I'm never really sure anymore (To fucking) Busy compensating for the lack I don't see myself the way you see me, is that bad? If hell's a state of mind then why is Satan on my back? I'm sinking through the floor Solitary nigga at his core Hollow hearted shallow breathing sitting at the shore Spirit can you hear me, I don't think I can endure Will I grow old and mature? Shallow breathing sitting at the shore Spirit can you hear me, I don't think I can endure Will I grow old and mature? And mature, mature