My negative aura 歌詞

In my attempt to escape this shithole of a world I find you'll either worship faggots or a nasty little girl I won't socialize because all humans do is infect In a filthy place where humans crawl around it like insects This existence has no meaning and opinions don't make sense I resume a medication that leaves my truest thoughts suppressed To put trust in a slit in the sky, why do I bother? Askin' myself why I'm not where I wanted Why am I not where I want?