la belle indifférence 歌詞

On the floor, petrified By phobias in mind’s eye I fantasize of white lies To broadcast for peace of mind Wish there was some comfort I Haven’t heard before I feel nothing left I mourn for a gift of words I feel nothing left I mourn being immature Walking right, walking fine Say hello, say goodbye (How I miss the sunlight) Clumsy head, wandered off Forgive the words, they might be lost (Before you walk you learn to crawl) Bandaged wounds, bandaged heart Beating strong it falls apart (Blood fills the hollow only for so long) Suffocate, suffocate Another space to desecrate (Uprooted, I do not belong) Constantly wandering With willpower I would disappear Pushed down and pondering The consequence of letting go of fear To go on with paper cuts And let every movement sting to the core Reminded of every touch Imprinted on skin and broken soul I ask for nothing more Than release in any of its forms